WHY MUST YOU BE SOOOOO HOLY!!!

Smoking, shisha (hookah), pornography, heavy drinking, sex before marriage, getting a girlfriend for fun.

Most of this were the stuff that some of my friends always ask me to try. My answer you may ask, is, and always will be, NO!!! And when the word "NO" escape my mouth, this is the usual reply that I get.

a) DAMN!!! THIS SHOW THAT YOU ARE NOT A MAN AT ALL!!!
b) ARE YOU EVEN HUMAN?
c) GETTING INTO A FOR FUN RELATIONSHIP IS BETTER!!!

So here is some question I will ask them:

a) Must I smoke and drink alot to show that I'm a man? Is it wrong to keep my body healthy?

b) Do I really have to get a girlfriend just for the fun of it? Why can't I get into a serious relationship? Is my  decision wrong?

c) Must watching pornography and having sex before marriage show that I'm a human? NO!!! So are you saying I'm not human?

I mean come on people. Must I do all of this to show that I'm a man? There are plenty of other ways for me to show that I'm a man.

All of this will eventually lead to their final question:

"WHY MUST YOU BE SOOOOO HOLY!!! WHY MUST YOU BE SO RELIGIOUS?!"

So? why can't I? I ask you right now. Is it wrong?

But one thing I know for sure is I will respect you and still treat you as my friend but I will never follow what you do  no matter what you say, no matter how you mock me, I will never join you in any of those acts.

A question of my laziness...

I have been recently thinking about my attitude, and I question myself, why am I lazy and blur? And I compare myself with my friends. If they can study and finish their homework/ assignment in one day, why can't I? If they can do well in exam, why can't I?

Now I think I know why. It's my attitude. You see, I'm a person that loves to be carefree. Not to bother about anything or everything. Just to live life as it is. But that cause me to become lazy. Because of my laziness, I suffer.

Well, now I have decided. I will not be lazy anymore. I will do my best to be hardworking. It will take some time to change my lazy attitude but I will do it no matter what.

Do pray for me. Thx. =D

You Are So Faithful by Lenny Leblanc

A song I want to share... 

Like the sun that rises everyday

You are so faithful, Lord, You are faithful
Like the rain that You send
And every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord

Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord, You are so faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord

I see the cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away

And in the midst of the storm
Through the wind and the waves
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful
When the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful, Lord

Song number 566 in the Spectrum of Praise

MGCYP OLD SUNDAY SCHOOL PHOTOS!!!

Some old picture from the past MGC Sunday School XD

FOC Training in MGCYP!!!

Taking our break before performance

Group photo after the actually FOC performance

Christmas Performance

My birthday in church!!!

Me giving a Christmas speech

Manazashi Daydream – Sakai Yuu

English Translation

Clearly 30° to my right,

Your silky, Niagara-like, long hair flies by

Cheerily

the faint smell of your Shampoo

fluttered at the tip of my nose

Cloudy

to be full with passion that occupies me all day

another simulator

But I can not say anything

Looking straight at Do

my heart goes Fortissimo

Asleep or awake, I think of U

The best stage is when my eyes are shut

with you overcrowding the seats

Ah, I’m going crazy!

Just like how you teach ABC,

Teach me how to dance in front, just as cherry blossoms do.

Do It !!

Time runs too quickly

when I’m thinking of you every moment

As if I was clumsily hit and my jaw broke

but it’s fine

It’s easy

right, I can not say anything

A rock like me ought to confess his feelings

rather than just looking at you pianissimo

Asleep or awake, I think of U

The best stage is when my eyes are shut

with you overcrowding the seats

Ah, how is it this serious?

I can not say…. anything

Looking straight at Do

my heart goes Fortissimo

Asleep or awake, I think of U

The best stage is when my eyes are shut

with you overcrowding the seats

Ah, It’s too dazzling!

I still can not see your eyes

A rock like me ought to confess his feelings

rather than just looking at you pianissimo

Asleep or awake, I think of U

The best stage is when my eyes are shut

with you overcrowding the seats

Ah, how is it this serious?

BETTER IS ONE DAY!!!

How lovely is Your dwelling place,

Oh Lord Almighty

My soul longs and even faints for You

For here my heart is satisfied,

Within Your presence

I sing beneath the shadow of Your wings

Better is one day in Your courts

Better is one day in Your house

Better is one day in Your courts

Than thousands elsewhere

(repeat)

One thing I ask, and I would seek,

to see Your beauty,

To find You in the place Your glory dwells

My heart and flesh cry out,

For You the living God

Your Spirit's water for my soul

I've tasted and I've seen,

Come once again to me.

I will draw near to You.

I will draw near to You.

TIME!!!

 TIME!!! Something that is unchangeable... No one can stop, fast forward or rewind time...

So that is the reason why we should appreciated the time we have... Unfortunately I'm not... My time management is very bad actually. I can never finish my work on time without stressing out. Even when I'm having a test next Wednesday, here I'm blogging away.

Sometime we wish we have more time. But we can never change the fact that we only have 24 hours a day, minus the amount of time we sleep, we will only have so little time to do something.

So I'm doing my best to change my attitude. To use my time wisely. What about you? Think about it.

Horror crash near NS-Malacca border on the 10/10/10

On Monday morning, 11/10/2010, I bought The star newspaper like any other day. But this time it was different. The front cover was about an accident which took place around 6.50pm and at the border between Seremban and Melaka.

It was a scary news about how badly the accident was. To make matter worse, I was invited to a group titled "Pray for our macho guy... Ah Yong.... hope he will get well soon.........".

Link: http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=145248235519364&index=1

The first thought that came to my mind was, "this must be a joke, this can't be the Ah Yong from college". But then as I kept reading the whole page of the event, all I can think of is, "crap... is the big guy all right? God, please help him (f.y.i, I'm a Christian)". and the next thing I was sending e-mails all of my friends to ask them to help pray for Ah Yoong.

Tan Giin Rong also known as Ah Yong is 18 this year, a student of Tar College main branch and my course mate. The news about him involving in the accident was shocking and sadden me in a way.

Within two days of the incident, many articles could be found online. But so far, the article with the most detailed information of pictures which I could find was from this link:

WARNING!!! VERY DETAILED!!! NOT FOR THOSE WITH A WEAK HEART!!!
http://mytamilchannel.com/forum/news-and-events/12-killed-in-horror-crash-near-ns-malacca-border/

http://lemprica.com/2010/10/10-maut-kemalangan-di-plus-highway-berdekatan-simpang-ampat-melaka/

So do pray for my friend, Tan Giin Rong and all of the other victims of the accident...

TAEKWONDO!!!

My college semester 2 have started like 2 weeks ago and now I have to join a co-curriculum activity. And out of all of the activities, only Taekwondo is available for me. Not to brag but I have learned WTF Taekwondo 7 years ago but I did not like it because of how undisciplined the class was at that time so I stopped and I joined Shito-ryu Karate-do until I was 15 and I enjoyed it. Hopefully this time, this Taekwondo willl be better.

MGCYP CAMP 2010 MY SURVIVAL KIT PROMO VIDEO

Venue: SUFES Campsite, Tapah.
Date: 3rd-6th (Friday-Monday) December 2010
Fees: RM155 (10% discount per sibling)
Deposit: RM50

Includdes accommodation, food and transport.

DUE DATE: 26th September 2010!!!

For more information or any problems contact:
Jeffrey Tay- 012-3086916
Churn Haw- 013- 3919728

Video Details:
Song
- Came to My Rescue by Hillsongs

Crew
-Jeffrey Tay
-Ashveen
-Jen Yoong
-Yee Ling
-Churn Haw
-Cikgu Suet Fun
-Kimberly
-Reuben

Location of filming
-Bukit Tabur

Pictures from Broga hiking trip and random Tabur hiking trips.

CRAZY MOMENTS OF THE CRAZY HEROES OF RBS 2010

Hey... I was missing RBS and at the same time bored so I decided to make this video... Just as the title, it is about the CRAZY MOMENTS that all of us RBS-ers of 2010 experience... lol...

I tried to get the pictures to change according to the music but I messed up a bit... And apparently the video quality got degraded after I upload it... (Stupid flash format =.="') sorry... Anyway enjoy and please comment...

And here are the other comments from our RBS group on fb... :

http://www.facebook.com/n/?posted.php&id=247321258745&share_id=113187678713493&comments=1&mid=238dae5G268dbc24G4ad2dc3Ge&n_m=jeffrey_tay_9253%40hotmail.com#s113187678713493

DISCLAIMER!!! I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE SONGS!!!

Quotes

Here are some quotes given by my friend while I was chatting with him. It sound very nice and in a certain way true so I decided to post it before I forget them...

1) One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else. -- Anonymous

2) If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they were never were. - Anonymous

3) True love burn the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars. - Anonymous

4) "As long as she's happy, I'll be happy for her" - NNZ

5) Crazy thing result from heartbreak - N

Apparently this can be found from the internet... So the true author of the quotes is really, unknown unless you can track down the fella i.p. address... =P

Haha...

Remember a few days ago I sad I was depressed and emo? Well... No, I'm still depressed and emo.... but now I'm in pain due to muscle aching, hurt, tired due to lack of sleep until u can see dark bags under my eyes. Serious!!! My face is also now very pale... But still, I still refuse to rest, to sleep early... I just keep pushing myself over the limit...It's like I'm trying to push myself until I will fall...

Depressed...

I'm depressed.... again... Lately I've been depressed and emo... Why? Sorryla... can't tel you... But all I know is that I hope to overcome it soon...

Enjoy NS !!

hey... I'm so early because of some problem but never mind. The reason I make this post is to say bye, take care and enjoy NS to Chan Weng Chung, Stephanie, Geber and David Ho...and I will be praying for you guys... =D

So far I only know that Chan will be in Rawang and Steph will be in Kuala Kubu Bharu. The rest, tak tahu. But maybe I'll visit this two people. =D

Gonna miss you guys. But who knows, will see each other after in 3 months very very soon. =D

RBS Experience

Well, this is a overview or you can say testimony of my RBS experience and I'm going to be transparent here. Let's start...

RBS was really a wonderful experience to me. I was actually worried of going RBS because I'm the only fella from MGC but I wasn't worried about anything else. When I first got down the car at HCC (Highland Christian Centre), I felt very out of place. The weather was cold and the place was pack with people I didn't know. I then bit my family farewell, feeling happy to be away from the nagging and noise of their voices but then as the was almost near the main gates, I feel that I actually care about them. I actually, feel sad and I miss them already. But i just shrugged the feeling.

First day was awkward. Introduction was so scary. And even as the days goes by, I seldom dare to start a talk first or join a group because I was afraid of them. So I mostly stay alone and just emo. I even ate my lunch super fast just to play the piano alone so nobody can come and disturb. But then sometime I will also join this groups but just talk a little and join their little jokes. But sometime I'll also become emo for no apparent reason. But I'll usually have some close friends like:

1)Chander (my good friend whose laughter can make you laugh like crazy and a guy you can share your problems with. And a photographer. Another photographer is Meng Xian)
2)Tiam Fei (good hearted, care for others, and always willing to share and help)
3)Bryan (another MADMONKEYZ rock climber) by my side.
4) Luke (the acting Joker)

Even eating breakfast or lunch on Sunday would mostly be silent for me since I always go down alone. But then on our final Sunday, Stephanie and Shenice actually sat with me for breakfast and Steph ask me to follow them shopping. At least I wasn't alone that morning. Thanks.

The classes at HCC was very interesting and the teachers are so fun. Like:

1) Uncle Dexter who is like a father to us more than a headmaster
2) the famous Colin Kirton
3) Auntie Mei Lin who always give food to us
4) Ann the first add medic and also....
5) the unforgettable "RUDI!!!"...

Unfortunately I fell asleep during the Old and New Testament classes... =P Even activities like the jungle trekking, treasure hunt, captain ball, team building games and etc. was so AWESOME!!!

Okie now... Presenting, Team Shirtliff of RBS 2010...!!! I really love my team and somehow got attached to them... Now I miss them so much. lol... Well presenting:

1) my supervisors was Solomon and Luanne (both are super chun people and so fun to be with)
2) Eng Aun (the team leader which show that a team leader doesn't always have to lead but instead support the group in the shadow and also the "Elder" lol),
3) Shenice,
4) Derek (the great speaker, Zamar member)
5) Ian (our bass guitarist, Zamar member)
6) Tze Lin
7) Timothy Ong (the singer, Zamar member)
8) Stephanie (the girl that like to help others and always make people smile)
9) finally me (Jeffrey the emo boy but creative with his hand in making props =P)

And we been through a lot together. We had our OA mission trip and even a mission trip to Daya Gospel Centre where we meet Sabrina and the youth members but I only remember Jennifer from there...

So yeah... I really enjoyed RBS and I was really sad that it ended. But I've still been seeing my RBS friends once in a while so I'm happy... =D

Doesn't mean that if I did not write your name or comment about you means you are not important to me. You have your own ability given by God but maybe I never notice it.

Bored...

Okie... I'm kind of bored and have nothing to do now beside blogging and making a pair of Hot Rods drumstick to replace the destroyed one in my church, reading my other friends blog and listening to music from Youtube.

I wish there is something to do.

To be honest, I wanted to go rock climbing everyday to become fit. But, money prob =P... I spend a lot lately. But now I suddenly look back to RBS as I'm posting some pictures now and I miss it a lot. The fun staffs, the delicious food, the weather, the people, games and sports like ping pong and captain ball, the mission prep and the other activities!!!

I hope to see everyone again soon... =P

Team Shirtliff of RBS 2010 Performance at Daya Gospel Centre Youth Valentines Day Event

This was perform live by my team during our mission trip at "Daya Gospel Centre" during their Youth Fellowship for their "Valentine's Day" event.

Love Epilogue


The Heart Chair


By the way, videos was taken also by Solomon.If I missed anybody from my Team of what they did please tell me....

RBS Video of 2010

This is the video showed during Graduation Night at PJGH. Enjoy.



Special thanks to all the camera-man that took this photos and was willing to pass to me to help make this video a success.

Disclaimer: I "DO NOT" own the song!!!

God bless!!! =D